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Being a real doll for Master Lex has been very enjoyable and exciting, he has been helping me to discover how to be a good sexy real life dolly for him to play with.
Dolly time usually involves me staring into space till my eyes begin to blur so that the pattern on the ceiling begins to merge into a new pattern of its own, only aware of commands I am perfectly tranquil in my mind, just doing what I am asked and then waiting for my next order. Occasionally I am aware and for a second I recall consciously what I have just been commanded to do… “Take off your top”…. Errr No…. OBEY Take your top off and throw it on the floor… Nooo… I cant… “FREEZE” He moves my arms into the air and pulls off my top. All the time I am thinking… move, go on just move, you can do it, you know you can if you want to just move I manage to move my toe, my hip a little but then “BLANK” and then…. ‘I errr … What was I saying’ oh yeah did you want to watch a film?
My eyes are wide open and my arm is being moved I am aware that I am very horny but that is it, my eyes are then closed and then I am awake, I am laid on the couch topless, my legs spread with Master Lex laid on top of me. He explains that he just posed me and showed me how he tickled me and played with my nipples and as I giggled he explains how I just lay emotionless, frozen and blank as he plays with me. I often wonder how I manage to stay motionless, especially whist being tickled.
I noticed recently that Master Lex has managed on a few occasions to get me completely naked totally bypassing my critical conscious mind, without me realizing until I am told to. Now if you had told me that this was possible, as a therapist I would have laughed but as time has gone by my unconscious has become well routined in responding to Master Lex, to obeying his every command and the desire to obey has increased day by day and been reinforced over and over… but I am still able to resist if I really want to.. but then I have to accept my punishment which usually involves my ass being spanked till it is bright red and stinging…
The first time Master Lex spanked me was because I would not speak with a French accent… This is something that I am not very good at and try to avoid as often as possible… I was naked at the time and laid in bed, Master Lex asked me to repeat what he said… “say Oui Monsieur”… No…. “SAY Oui Monsieur”… NO!... “alright then”… ‘sorry I am being a bad girl aren’t I’… “Lie on your stomach… FREEZE … bad girls should get their butts slapped, do you think thats a fair punishment”. ‘Mmmmmm yeaaaah’ I said with an unsure, hesitant slowness that almost said ‘Do I?’ He explained that if I did not say the things that he asked me I would get slapped… each time he ordered…”say Oui Monseiur”… I laughed cheekily and said NO! He slapped my ass… it made me laugh even more and the pain started to turn to pleasure as I though about how he was making me want to say it because I could not stand the pain... I continued to disobey him and when it got too much I would have to submit and say it or say part of it., which usually still ended in a slap… I enjoyed my ass slapping for being a bad girl, I think I will have to be a bit less obedient now and then. I think I enjoyed it so much because it meant that Master Lex could be his usual masterful dominant self and I had to be my normal submissive self and let him give me my punishment for being a bad girl. But another thing which I thought of later was that I laughed all the way through and I have noticed that I seem to really enjoy all suggestions that involve laughing which I suppose is quite natural… or is it?…
After a great night out I arrived home and although I wanted to get a drink, I felt that I just had to flop onto the couch and really relax, and the thing that gets me feeling nice and relaxed is when I play with myself. I responded as if I had just come in on my own from the pub (a little tiddly) and was chilling watching TV, I knew that Lex was there so I did not strip off my jeans. I played happily enjoying myself getting nice and wet.
After a while Lex joined me on the couch and we watched a DVD together and he gave me a suggestion. “You will grow more and more aroused until 20 minutes time when you will finally orgasm”. I was getting hornier and hornier but I was noticing that my hand that was in my jeans felt uncomfortable like my rings were digging into my fingers. I continued to play and after 20 minutes I was on the brink ready to explode into a very intense orgasm, but that annoying pain in my hand was distracting me. 25 minutes later and Lex tells me that I can stop, I take my hand from my jeans to reveal a squished red ring imprinted hand, regardless of the pain which was rather insignificant in comparison to the pleasure, I had a fun time playing… hmmmm….
Lex gave me a suggestion that I would always make sure that I was comfortable and nothing was hurting me in future. Though I did wonder why I didn’t just adjust things myself and make myself comfy? …. Odd… Maybe I was just so concentrated on following my command?
I have not written much for a while now, mainly because I have been busy designing and planning my new website and partly because Lex is away at the moment. I just thought I would go over a few things that Lex has written about in the last few posts.
Remote-clitoris – when I close my hand into a loose fist, it becomes my pussy and feels all the same sensations that my hand feels.
Well it is suppose to feel all the sensations that my hand feels but there is a slight difference between what I actually feel and what I imagine I actually feel. What I mean is that there are times when I can feel the same sensations in my pussy and on my clit as if it is actually being played with at that moment. Then there are times that my pussy and body respond as if it is actually happening but I don’t feel the exact same feelings or sensations that I would feel if it was actually happening, but because it is responding as if it is happening I do feel very horny and do get very wet etc..
Lex decided to treat me to a little pleasure whilst we were in a restaurant. We were holding hands over the table and before I had even noticed what was happening I was getting really horny and my clitoris felt like it was being stroked and a moment later I realised that my hand was in that certain position and being stroked by Lex, I instantly opened my hand and scanned the room, checking if anyone had noticed my little secret, luckily no-one had. Lex then took my hand and said “Bound” which locked it into position; I could not escape his toying with me in public. I scanned the room again but this time I could not stop it so I had to look as natural as I could whilst being driven to boiling point, wow, it was difficult, luckily Lex stopped before I did my impression of Meg Ryan in ‘When Harry met Sally’.
Tongue piercing – When Lex kisses me and touches my piercing with his tongue it feel like he is licking my clit which makes me very horny and makes me want to kiss him deeper and more passionately. Lex is such an excellent kisser that his kisses alone make me horny but now that he’s added this little suggestion it sends me wild.
Remote tickling – This is where Lex tickles himself and I feel the tickling. I am naturally very ticklish, the type of person that laughs at the very though of being tickled. It’s a fun suggestion and again Lex tested this in public at the restaurant. He started with a little tickle here and there and that was okay because I could pretend that I was laughing at something he had said, but then he delved straight into a full blown monkey impression of tickling under his armpit and I was in fits of giggles helpless to control myself. After about a minute of so I finally thought … hmm it might stop if I don’t look, so I tried it and it did…phewwww! I am sure there were people wondering what was going on but I was hoping that they would just think that I was laughing at Lex’s monkey impressions.
My hypno nipple piercings – I notice a difference in my nipples when this suggestion is active, it is an increased sensitivity. I can’t remember too much about what it felt like to have pierced nipples because I took them out so long ago, perhaps that is why I don’t feel an intense sensation. The increased sensitivity is great though and is more than enough to make me really horny.
Reeling me in – this feels like Lex has grabbed me round the waist with something and is pulling me towards him. I had forgotten all about this suggestion after the first time he tried it and on another occasion he mentioned in conversation something about it, I wasn’t really listening and he did the action which I caught in the corner of my eye as I was about to walk past him, I was instantly drawn towards him like a magnet.
Obey/Tiger – This trigger is given before a command and it is makes me instantly obey exactly what I am commanded to do. This suggestion was given in a deep trance and has worked very well since it was given.
Normally playgirl's very clean, conscientious and houseproud. A few days ago I gave her the suggestion not to worry about cleaning her house, and told her that whenever she tried to think of cleaning, the thought "the maid will do it when she comes" would come to mind. (I don't know if I've mentioned that I have a slight thing for french maids... maybe I've mentioned it once or twice ;o)
At the time though, when I tried to get playgirl to adopt a French Maid persona, she came over coy shy and smiley, so I returned her to normal, and we spent the evening doing "other" enjoyable things instead...
That was 3 days ago. What I hadn't realised was that I'd not removed the "The Maid will do it" suggestion from playgirl's mind. When I went round yesterday I noticed that the place was looking less like my conscientious playgirl's pad, and more like the home of some mucky student. Used plates and cups scattered around. Hmmm.
I told her to Obey, to enter a deep trance, and say "Yes Sir" and playgirl did just as I'd told her to. (She's gotten much better at speaking while hypnotised - in the past it was all she could do to lift a finger, now she effortlessly slides into a deep state of hypnosis, where she can whisper her soft responses to me)
I asked her if she was able to think about cleaning... or if my suggestion that she'd feel like someone else was going to do it still held. She told me that she still wasn't able to think about cleaning whilst awake.
Whoops.
I remembered that HypnomasterD had told his partner e that she could carry out commands with her body, whilst her conscious mind was someplace else, (enjoying a relaxing soak in a jacuzzi) and I wondered if I'd be able to get playgirl carrying out maid duties if I were to do that...
I told her that on the count of 3, her conscious mind would find itself relaxing in a nice hot jacuzzi, surrounded by candles, enjoying the relaxing feel of the water against her skin, and the scent of the bath oils in the air. In the meantime her subconscious would be able to control her body, and behave as a maid.
I counted to 3.
She opened her eyes and gazed blankly at the ceiling.
"Stand up for me" she did so carefully.
"Where is your conscious mind?"
"In a warm jacuzzi" she said, smiling.
"and what are you?"
"I am a french maid" came the blank response.
"This place needs all the clutter clearing away maid, clean it up"
"Yes sir"
She spent the next 10 minutes cleaning up with amazing efficiency. When I gave her any commands or instructions, virtually the only words from her mouth were "Yes Sir"
"Do you enjoy cleaning?"
"Yes Sir"
"Does cleaning arouse you?"
"I don't know Sir"
"Obey: cleaning arouses you"
"Yes Sir"
"Does cleaning arouse you?"
"Mmmm Yes Sir"
The job was very quickly done, and I had playgirl pose in a corner for me for a couple of minutes while I had no tasks for her to do. She looked so sexy standing there frozen, her arms pointing down and outwards, hands bent at the wrists making her look dainty, that I couldn't help myself.
"Come over here and unbuckle my belt, maid"
"Yes Sir"
"Take out Captain Kirk and give him a kiss"
"Yes Sir"
[*Note, I don't actually call my penis Captain Kirk, I just didn't want to go writing anything too vulgar in the blog. A quick google for "Penis Euphemisms" brought up "Captain Kirk" and it's too good a name not to share ;o)]
I then had playgirl sit herself down beside me, and had her conscious mind wake feeling refreshed and alert after her time in the jacuzzi.
She looked round confused,
"Have you tidied?" she asked, curious.
"Hmmm nope." I said. "How was your jacuzzi"
"Mmmmm it was really nice, thank you" she said.
"Mmmm no, thank you" I replied.
A lovely way to end a really enjoyable evening in the pub.
As I stood there my legs trembling I could feel the warm sensations of hands running down my back and around to play with my breasts and my sensitive hypnotically pierced nipples, then down to my ass and the stinging sensations of a good spank, then the warm, sexy, luscious, arousal that builds from my clit inwards and upwards inside me and spreads throughout my body.... and all this from two simple words (Good Girl).... MMmmm Yummilicious!
I am so glad that Master Lex told me to lay back on the bed because I literally could not stand any longer. Every time he touched me I felt amazing. I looked into his eyes and he smiled a sexy smile that lit his eyes up and instantly spelled out delight. My hands were bound above my head and that made me feel really sexy, helpless and safe at the same time, knowing that my master has control.
He released my hands and relaxed me telling me that at the count of three I would orgasm... He began with a few 'good girl's' and then moved on to number one. After the second Good girl I was almost there and when he mentioned "One" I was almost going to come there and then. My breathing sped up and i could feel myself getting wet. I was totally focused on Master Lex his mouth moving, the words that were flowing out "Two" the sensations were overpowering and I just wanted to grab myself and thrust my hands in my pants or just do anything so I had to cross my legs because its the only thing I could think to do. My hips were rocking uncontrollably and i was ready.....
"Are you ready" [nod] okay "THREE!"....... mmm m ahhh [pant] mmmm ahhh mmmmmm.....
Again this was a strong one, so strong I bit the inside of my lip.
Luckily Master Lex helped me to wake up so that I could drive myself home safely, post orgasm.
Gosh he is just so sexy, just wanted to........ Unfortunately I have work tomorrow or I should say today.....
Originally playgirl's "Good Girl" trigger was this: When I call you a good girl, you'll feel shivers of submissive pleasure running down your spine, through your breasts, up the backs of your legs, round your butt, and into your pussy, almost making you cum in arousal.
And though it was pretty effective, I notice that now I've visited all those places mentioned in the trigger, it's *far* more effective.
We've both had our fair share of bestowing and receiving pleasure this weekend. Playgirl's very good at massage, and I did ask her to tell me a thing or two about it. Apparently I'm a natural though (not at all smug here ;o) and she had a great time lying relaxing on the bed while I smoothed and kneaded over her neck and back.
I also had slavegirl spread herself then lock in place while I pleasured her, (it had to be slavegirl... when I asked playgirl to spread her legs and gently open her pussy so I could see her clit, she came over rather shy and her legs snapped together like a mantrap!)
As well as that I've given her sensitive nipple studs, and spanked her butt when she was feeling bratty.
*Now* her Good Girl trigger also brings back memories of things we've done together, shivers down her spine as she remembers my massages, through her nipple studs, round her butt where I gave her a playful spanking one time, up the backs of her legs, and into her pussy which I had her spread for me to pleasure the other day.
Her exstatic shudders have gotten stronger still, she says that it's much more vivid now she's experienced what it's like for me to play with her in those areas, and she's begun to comment on how wet I make her (evidently her coyness and shyness are slipping away nicely)
Tonight we had a nice time down the pub with some friends. On getting back we couldn't resist a little hypnofun before playgirl had to go home. (Work in the morning, gah!) As I called her a Good Girl near the end of the night, her legs almost buckled in pleasure.... I drove the point home. I had her lie back with her arms above her head, feeling herself growing completely aroused, as I called her Good Girl again, I told her to feel herself losing control of her muscles, awash with pleasure, and that on the count of 3 she would orgasm for me. As I counted, her breathing quickened, deepened, her body shook.... and when I reached 3, she began to gasp silently as her body shook and jerked softly in orgasmic pleasure.
I think we're both very happy with how the night turned out.
In the couple of weeks that we've been blogging for, I've seen just how well ordered and obedient playgirl's thoughts can be. She can hallucinate, she can experience phantom sensations or numbness. She can forget completely who she is and just become a robot, doll or slavegirl... she tells me that she obeys completely... or at least, wants to... but I notice that she doesn't do *everything* I ask her to... there are still things playgirl won't do... and I'm talking about innocuous things here.
She'll happily get down on her knees, and pleasure me orally if I ask / tell / trigger her to. She'll do that the instant I ask / tell / trigger her to do so. (Assuming we're someplace private anyway) It is *very* nice knowing I can have her do that. Though I do feel a little bad not returning the favour for her, something I remedied this weekend just gone.
She *won't* speak with a french accent on command though. Which, as we *both* have a thing for French Maids seems bizarre!
Slight discrepancy? I think so! Playgirl wouldn't even repeat lines in french after I spoke them, not even with her "Obey" trigger! "Hehe, I'm a *bad* girl" she said at one point. Which made me wonder... what's the best way to treat a bad slavegirl? ;o)
"Lie on your stomach bad girl" I said playfully, she was nude at the time, we were in bed, and she did just as she was told. I froze her in place, but told her she could still speak and look around just fine. I then told her that I thought bad girls should get their butts slapped, and did she think that was a fair punishment. "Mmmmmm yeaaaah" was her response.
So I spent a few minutes telling playgirl what I'd like to hear her say, and how many slaps she could expect on her butt if she failed to do as she was told. "D'you understand?" I asked. "Mmmmm yes" she said. "Right then." said I. "Say 'Oui Monsieur' for me, like a good girl"
"Mmmmmmmm NO!" she giggled in response.
Hmmmmmm.
A couple of arseslaps later and she's making "mmmmmmm" noises but still not doing as she's told. I carried on, two slaps on each buttock.... then a caress with the tips of my fingers as I told her what I'd like from her... she started to obey... but quickly stopped herself.
Only when both buttocks had turned a light shade of pink, did she obey in the way I asked her to.
I gave her a couple of kisses (I'll leave *where* they were, to the imagination) and lay back down beside her, "Seems my playgirl's somewhat of a brat" I said. "Brat?" she exclaimed in mock shock, snuggling against me.
So there we have our first spanking experience together.
I think playgirl likes the idea of being hypnotically compelled to obey... but also that she'd like the added dimension of real physical punishment and reward... and if she finds pleasure in the punishment itself... then surely that makes it even more effective, right?
I'd welcome any views or opinions from people.
We'd just come back from the pizza place, and playgirl stopped the car, (I was over at her place again) I've programmed her to be untriggerable / untranceable whilst her car engine is running... Not that her mind would respond to hypnotic triggers whilst driving anyway, but just in case. Anyway, the moment the engine stopped, I put my hand on her shoulder and said "Relax"
Her eyelids drooped her head lolled back and she slumped in her seat. I spent a minute making sure she was comfy and telling her how deep and relaxed and good she felt. Then came this suggestion:
"In a moment when we enter your house, you'll take off your coat, sit down on the couch, unfasten your jeans, and begin to masturbate. However, you will have no idea that you are doing so. You will progressively get more and more aroused, but consciously will not notice this. It won't be until I say the word "Realise" that you will realise just what you are doing."
I also gave her the suggestion to feel like she'd had a shot of bacardi every time I kissed her on the nose. (She told me a few days ago that when she's drunk she becomes much more silly, flirty and horny, so *really* I was just giving her this suggestion to show I'd been listening! Honest!)
I woke her on 3, she smiled and said "Hello Mr McKenna" - I'd commented earlier that I felt a lot like I was phrasing things with the tone and intonation that Paul McKenna uses... Not that you ever see him giving girls *this* particular kind of suggestion... though you do wonder what he gets up to in private with his partner. ;o)
On entering the house, I hopped onto the computer to check for updates on MC-Forum, and just as she'd been told, playgirl made her way to the sofa, sat down, unbuckled her jeans, slipped a hand inside and began to play. She'd only seen fit to allow herself access enough enough for hand movement, as opposed to exposing herself fully for my enjoyment... but I still enjoyed the show.
We chatted away for 10-15 minutes, during which time I bestowed a couple of nose kisses on playgirl to get her feeling a little more playful. I popped a DVD in, or tried to... I couldn't work out which remote control to use, what to plug in where, and what to turn off... playgirl tried to get up to help me out, not realising that her legs were spread and her hand was delving in her panties for my amusement. When she found that she couldn't get up, she looked at me baffled "Have you given me the suggestion that I can't stand up?" she asked. "In a round about way..." I said, looking at the little pyramid her hand was making in her panties.
We eventually got the DVD playing, and I told playgirl that she'd grow more and more aroused, finally orgasming in about 20 minutes time. I noticed her progressively breathing a little heavier, working her hips a little more... but at 25 minutes she'd still not cum though. Deciding to see what was wrong I said "Realise" loudly and she took a deep breath in, as she worked out just what had been going on...
She smiled at me, as she slid her hand out of her underwear, but wincing slightly said she would have cum for me... but pointed out that her rings had been rubbing against one another in a way that irritated her enough to stop her from cumming.
Though it's interesting to know she'll obey even if it hurts her, I don't want her hurting herself, so my lesson's learned. She's now been given the suggestion to move her position / alter whatever needs to be altered for her to be the most comfortable she can be, when carrying out my commands.
Still... I'm sure I'll be having her play again in future. And I might think up some other things I could have her do without realising it. Lapdance maybe? Mmmmmm!
Whew! What a fun filled weekend we've just had. Here's a list (none-exhaustive I'm afraid, we couldn't remember all of what we'd done) of some of the things we got up to.
Remote-clitoris (for easy access): I mentioned playgirl's remote clit in a previous post but didn't go into much detail. What happens is this: whenever playgirl makes a loose fist with her fingers, that hand becomes linked with her pussy, I could kiss the lowest knuckle, and she'd feel the same sensation on her clit, or I could slide my fingers inside the loose circle that her own fingers create, and she'll feel me sliding my fingers into her "special place"
Playgirl also has a rather erotic tongue piercing, I've made that into a remote clit too, when I kiss her in a certain way it stimulates more than just her lips. That's all very well, but it's not the kind of thing that you can play with subtly in restaurants... not without people getting annoyed at you anyway... We ate out twice this weekend, both times I toyed a little bit with her, as we held hands across the table, she didn't notice that her fingers had formed the "magic circle" ... that is, she didn't notice till I started to slide my fingers across hers, she shuddered involuntarily, grinned, but furtively drew her hand away... the next time I had the oppurtunity to do that, I used my "Bound" trigger to lock her hand in place and fingers in position. She's so cute trying to look nonchalant and natural in public when one part of her body is frozen in place and another part of her body is experiencing my manipulations.
Remote Tickling: This suggestion was in a big list of ideas that playgirl showed me. When I tickle part of myself, she feels herself being tickled in that place. The nice thing about this one is it works even if she's covering up the areas to stop me from toying with her. I used this to good effect whilst we were sharing a meal in a certain well known pizza restaurant. Only problem was I had to find subtle ways to tickle my own armpits... more tricky than you might think, and in the end I'm fairly extroverted anyway, so did a bit of a monkey impression whilst playgirl helplessly giggled away across the table. She did discover that she *could* just look away if she *really* wanted to stop feeling whatever I was doing.. for the most part though she carried on watching while I amused myself. Mmmm Good Girl.
Hypno-nipple-studs: Playgirl mentioned to me that she had had her nipples pierced in the past, and that although they made her feel *really* horny... they did get in the way... a perfect oppurtunity I thought, for giving her a nice hypnotic pair of studs that would never catch awkwardly on anything.
She responds *much* more powerfully now if I play with her nipples. I think it's because she's linking in a real remembered sensation, not just an imagined one. More on this later.
"Reeling her in": This post hypnotic's a fun one that would probably get a few laughs in stage routines. When I mime pulling at a rope, hand over hand, playgirl feels an inextricable pull at her waist, as though I've lassoed her and am reeling her in towards me.
"Obey": This causes playgirl to instantly unthinkingly obey the next command I give her, I should probably make it more than a one word trigger though, as a few times I've said the word "obey" in conversation with her, only to have her zone out a little while she awaits commands. I say I "should" change it from being a one word trigger, but I rather like how instant and automatic it is... not to mention how cute she looks with all thoughts drained from her face while she attentively waits for commands.
So I can command her in public if I need to (As commanding sentences beginning with "Obey" can't be used around just *anybody*) If I call her by the pet name "Tiger" she'll also obey completely.
This weekend has been extremely eventful in the most enjoyable ways.
Saturday night Master Lex paid close attention to getting what he wanted which happened to be what I wanted too, which in case your interested, which I know you are... was for Master Lex to be satisfied by me indulging in my love of chocolate, or at least the hypnotically induced taste of chocolate which seems to be limited to one particular part of his body.
I suppose you want the details so here they are.... the night progressed with the 'freeze' trigger being used and posing me, which made me feel very horny and I seemed to be getting very wet. The idea of being unable to move and stuck whilst my master does exactly what he wants is very sexy and also to know that he really enjoys it too is a bonus and only adds to my rapidly increasing arousal and results in a very wet girlie.
We decided after some playful fun to have a break and watch a film and although I was back as playgirl and not Slave girl I was still very horny and could not keep my hands to myself. Realising this Master Lex reciprocated and we fell into Kissing and touching.
Later Master Lex relaxed me much deeper and I became more receptive to his suggestions. He suggested on the command ‘OBEY’, that I would obey everything that he ordered/suggested I do, instantly and automatically without question. He worked on the shutting down of my conscious critical mind the moment he said the word, so that I could relax better and be a better slave girl. This seems to have worked very, very well so far.
I was getting extremely horny but I was a little cold so I sat in front of the fire to warm up. Master Lex came over and we started kissing Master Lex slipped out the magic words ‘sexy slave girl obey’ and I became the horny, sexy slave girl that I am, ready to obey his exact demands. He asked me to kneel for him and I immediately obeyed.
Kneeling in front of him, he suggested that I would slip my hands into my jeans and start to play with myself and I would not stop until I had an orgasm. Earlier that evening he had also given me a suggestion that if he counted to ten in French that when he reached number ten I would orgasm. Automatically my hand delved into my jeans hungrily looking for my clit and as I played and kissed Lex he began counting each number. I got closer and closer as he slowly counted … Un …. Mmmm …… deux ……ahhhh …. trois …. Ohhhh……quatre ….cinq, six, sept, huit…..oohhhh …. Neuf…neuf et une moitié.. …..DIX! I was super hot but did not orgasm so Lex decided to double the pleasure with each number he counted off….. I got to 26 and had an amazingly hot horny orgasm which seemed to last forever.
We chilled for a bit and then I wanted to please my master so when he stood in front of me I could not help myself touching him feeling his big hard cock through his jeans, I wanted him, I opened his belt and then ripped open his jeans to reveal my prize. ‘Obey’ take off your top and bra…. I obeyed instantly (to my surprise later)… Then…. Lets just say I got my chocolate fix…. Mmmm….. I could not help myself, he tastes so good….
I slept well that night… or I should say morning because it was about 5am that I went to sleep.
Hypnotising Lex was just great. I began with simple relaxation, a deepener and then moved on to my script that I had wrote specifically for Lex. The script included things like…
You know that being assertive comes naturally to you, your desire to be in control, to take over and be obeyed is strong and healthy. From now, every time we are together, you will feel more and more aroused, you will have more and more desire to experiment with hypnosis, not just to hypnotise but to also experience hypnosis because as a dominant hypnotist it is important for you to continue to develop your skills and experience so that you know what it is like to be a subject as too. This will give you important insight, and you will also begin to experience deeper desires to become the ultimate hypnosis Master.
I then woke him, we kissed, and just as I broke off I gave him his sleep trigger and he relaxed instantly and better than ever before so I decided we would try out some triggers. He responded very well to the hypnosis triggers and although his attitude towards his responses to the triggers was rather ‘matter of fact’ “I did it cos’ I wanted to” it was still very effective and after all don’t all subjects all ‘do it cos they want to’.
I particularly enjoyed the ‘Freeze’ trigger. I gave the suggestion to Lex and I allowed him to move only his eyes and mouth so that he could look at me and kiss me. I woke him and he did not move or speak for about 5 seconds (which is a long time if you count it out) then he smiled and I moved his arms and put them above his head (probably the only time I will see it them in a submissive position) and then I realised that I could do something other than pose him. Just so you know he was laid down.
I straightened out his legs and ran my hands up and down his body and paying particular attention to one particular place for a moment or two I then kissed his body but whilst kissing him my scent trigger was activated an I found him smelling so absolutely gorgeous and sexy that I got totally distracted. I really enjoyed the dom side and could see why he enjoys it and what he gets from it. Though I am more a sub kinda girl
Then I had fun. Giving him his next trigger I did with excitement. His trigger was that he would be 100 times more masterful, demanding exactly what he wanted, his desires as a dominant hypnotist would increase for exactly 2 minutes, every time I said the word Master.
I slid the word Master in conversation and he responded very, very well. He instantly sat up and had me as ‘slave girl’ and stood to attention for him looking at the ceiling. He then posed me and I am not sure after that although I do remember he had me straddle him at one point.
The second time I did it I can’t remember.
The third time I am guessing I was on the couch and we were kissing and then I was on top of him I had taken off my top and was sat in my bra which happened to be an undo at the front type. I had it open but was holding the two sides together as if I was either going to open it or close it and my arms were locked in place. I was my normal self but unusually did not seem to care about the fact that I did not have clothes on, in fact I didn’t even want to think about them just that fantastic smell and how hot and horny I am. Master Lex told me to open the bra but I immediately said noooo. Then he said “I won’t look” and covered his eyes, I still said ‘no’, so he said… ‘Freeze’. I had to ask him what happened next and he told me….
He then closed his eyes tight, moved my hands, then covered my breasts with his hands, before releasing me and opening his eyes. I do wonder how he managed ‘all’ this with his eyes shut, though, I am sure it is possible. I opened my eyes and giggled (naturally).
The next minute I was on the beach and the weather was fantastic and I wondered for a moment why on earth I was topless laid on top of Master Lex on the beach. I could feel the sand between my fingers and the warm breeze on my back. It was great and I did wonder where I was but did not care too much because I was enjoying feeling sexy on holiday on the beach with a gorgeous sexy scented guy mmmm….
The last time I used the trigger I whispered it in his ear just before he was going and he immediately kissed me harder than usual and then pronounced that he was going to the loo, which I presume was more important at the time, I then cancelled the master trigger with the cancellation word trigger.
As for doing the turning off of my emotions, I do remember Master Lex giving me the suggestion but then I basically just felt vacant or numb, like nothing really. I just thought about stuff and did it and dint have any cares or worries or thought about anything really and all horniness, tiredness, happiness etc. it all just went and I was just there doing what I was doing. I don’t recall saying all that much although I have been told I said some sexy French words..... Comment excité et sexy....
Now when I say I don’t remember something, I do actually, when I am told about it, but generally it is so vague that it is like a recalling last nights dream that you have half forgot. I know that it happened but it’s kind of distant. If I was told something that had not happened I would not believe it. I would know if it was false memory.
I have the ability, as everyone else does, to not do anything that I don’t want to do and if I don’t want to do it, then I don’t, and wont! However if I am open to the idea but not sure, then I will generally try it and see, but it may take time…. Like the French accent, dancing etc.
I am generally open to all sorts of stuff and I will try ALMOST anything once. Especially if it involves Master Lex, Hypnosis and being horny…. Anyway I am looking forward to a nice sexy night in…. MMmm…
Another fun night with playgirl yesterday evening / early this morning... (Time *did* have a way of slipping by!)
We made some nice progress towards the long term goal of giving playgirl "French Maid" and "Fembot" triggers. As she's mentioned in her "Sub analysis" post, although playgirl loves the idea of obeying helplessly, she does find herself feeling self conscious, shy, embarrassed and coy when given commands of an erotic nature.
Her "Sexy Slavegirl" trigger does alleviate some of that, but if the command I give is *too* erotic or requires her to be too uninhibited, a big shy smile will appear on her face, she'll dip her head and look up at me, torn between her desire to obey and her self-consciousness. So far I've had slavegirl assume several poses on command, kiss me all over (paying certain attention to one particular area - which is now chocolate flavoured by the way ;o) and carry out a few choice tasks, (she's *excellent* at massages)
If I were to ask her to perform a belly dance for me though, 'speek wiz an outrageous fwench accent' or become a sex instructor demonstrating *just* how girls like to pleasure themselves... she'd have trouble keeping shyness and coyness at bay.
Last night we did some training to get past those barriers.
While she seemed to be in a very receptive mood, and very eager to please and obey, I told playgirl that I was going to count to 5, and that with each number, her eyes would grow heavier until they just had to close, and that once they opened again, she'd see nothing but warm relaxing blackness. Unable to see anything temporarily until I told her to close her eyes again, or until she was tapped three times on the forehead. (That's our safety net, no matter how much she relaxes, or how numb / blank / mindless she becomes, she's always able to feel her forehead being tapped, and when it happens, she returns to being her normal self, with all hypnotic programming deactivated)
So I begin counting slowly to five... and with every number, playgirl's eyes unfocus a little, her eyelids seem to weigh down a little... till she fights them open again, only each time, it was obviously getting harder and harder. By the time I'd reached three her eyes were helplessly beginning to roll back every few seconds.
I got to five, her eyelids relaxed totally, and on being told to open them again, she looked around intrigued, "What can you see?" I asked. "Just blackness" she said softly, smiling.
I asked her to close her eyes again, but told her on opening them, not only would her vision be back to normal, but that everything would be twice as vivid, twice as interesting to look at, twice as pretty. On waking, her eyes lit up, and her eyes began darting around the room, taking everything in, as though everything was shiny and new. "Wow! Look at the colours" she exclaimed at one point, indicating a painting.
Later on she wondered out loud how I'd managed to give her a hypnotic suggestion even though she was wide awake. I think it's partly down to her being so comfortable around me, and so willing to obey, and partly down to the fact that she's a gifted subject. If I say something random or weird like "I'm going to count to 3... and you'll forget that there's any such thing as vowels" she'll just do so.
"Tell you the alphabet? Okay... BCDFGHJK.... what are you smiling for!?"
Soon afterwards I had her thinking I'd hidden her clothes and that she was just in her underwear. She was lying beside me at the time and, in a mild panic about her spontaneous-undress flipped onto her stomach, squishing her chest against mine so her breasts wouldn't be *too* much on show. Mmmmm.
To combat the "Eeeheeheeeeee Nooooo I'm on shooooow!" reaction, in her mind I tied the thought of "clothes" to sensations of growing arousal. That worked *very* well... every time she tried to think "I need to put some clothes on!" that thought would be instantly pushed out of her mind by a hot wave of pleasure and desire. On removing the link between "clothes" and "horny" I noticed she got very smiley and coy again. (While simultaneously growing less blasé about the fact she was sitting topless on my lap)
As for persuading her to speak monotonously like a fembot, or wiz zee correkt accent for zee sexee fwench maid... I didn't meet with *much* success till I had the idea to switch off her emotions in the same way that I'd switched off her vision earlier. I told her that on the count of five, her eyes would be so heavy that they'd close, and that on waking, she would have no emotions whatsoever other than pleasure at obeying.
As I counted down, her eyes glazed, and rolled, and all expression left her face. After reaching five, when I asked her to open her eyes, they were totally clear, totally focused, but devoid of emotion.
*Very* sexy
I told her to repeat the words I spoke... and she always answered in the same soft tone of voice.
Tell me you feel sexy.
"I feel sexy"
(Okay so she'd normally say that anyway if instructed to...)
Tell me you're a horny fuck doll
"I'm a horny fuck doll"
(This though, would have had her grinning and trying to stop herself from laughing. Hearing her speak the lines back to me in a soft emotionless tone of voice was bliss.)
Say "Zut allors monsieur, I am your sexy french maid"
Zut allors monsieur, I am your sexy french maid"
(And *this* would have had her grinning, head down, turning slightly pink!)
I had her close her eyes again, and woke her on 3, all emotions present and correct. I then spent a while describing a beach holiday for the two of us. When she woke she seemed a little disorientated to find herself back in the room, having been convinced that we'd just been lying on a starlit beach still warm from the last rays of the sun.
Playgirl also hypnotized me a couple of times, she'd spent a lot of time writing a script just for me. It definitely rang true when it comes to how I feel about hypnosis... For instance, I've no driving desire to be a submissive myself... but I am curious about just what it feels like to feel yourself responding to anothers triggers, freezing on command, or growing aroused with a click of the fingers.
We tried out a freeze trigger, with me able to speak and move my eyes, but unable to move anything else, and though I noticed that I felt like I could still move if I wanted to... I didn't do so, and I did freeze in place before I'd even consciously registered that the word "freeze" had even been said. I was also aware of feeling a lot more content to just let myself be moved, touched or messed around with however my hot little playgirl wanted to touch me. (Which if you're curious, was by tickling me all over. :oP)
Playgirl then told me that whenever she addressed me as "Master" I'd feel exceptionally dominant for the next 2 minutes... Hmmmmm.
I don't know if it was the fact I responded well to hypnosis... or the fact that I saw her use of that trigger as an excuse for me to be selfish >:o)... But the first time she used it I had her standing to attention so I could inspect and enjoy her body from all angles... and the *next* time she used it, I placed her in a trance and asked if she'd like to submit her ability to orgasm to me, (she did, she surrendered that ability to me, and then promptly forgot that she'd done so!)
She worriedly admitted to me earlier today that she'd tried playing whilst horny after i'd left but was unable to... to... "you know" and was afraid something might be wrong with her. When I said that what was "wrong with her" was that she was obeying my commands exactly as told to, her response showed just how surprised she was by what she'd openly admitted to wanting whilst entranced: (I *think* her words were "What Damn COMMAND!?!?!")
I'm not one to be cruel though, so I've given her a window of opportunity to enjoy herself later on tonight. Playgirl doesn't orgasm on command *just* yet... but she *does* get very wet, aroused, and find herself on the brink when I use certain pleasure triggers. I don't think it'll be too long before I have her cumming instantly the moment I tell her to. ;o) She already has a remote clit for me to play with which - when rubbed the right way, causes her to gasp and rock in a *very* erotic way.
I'll let you know how it goes.
I have had a question on my mind since the first moment it was presented to me.
“Do you actually need hypnosis to respond to what I am saying or would you just do whatever I said anyway?”
Well after a long deliberation over this question I have decided that the answer is yes I do need hypnosis and the reason is this.
(As a person that has a tendency to over analyse things, I have attempted to not go too deep into this one.)
In ‘normal’ mode I am aware of the things that I am doing saying feeling etc. and all the time I am checking, deliberating, filtering, selecting and monitoring all that is suggested to me. e.g. when Master Lex asked me to spread myself seductively on the bed some of my immediate thoughts in ‘normal’ mode were ‘no I cant do that what would I look like? Why would I do that? And why does he want me to do that? What is he going to do?’ My critical scanner had kicked in.
Now had all of those questions been answered I still would probably said ‘no I’m not doing that’.
If in ‘normal’ mode I just responded to erotic suggestions it is very likely I would just get self conscious, shy, embarrassed, coy etc and that just isn’t good. Although I have never tried enough to know for certain.
In hypnosis my critical scanner becomes less if not almost totally unresponsive leaving my mind more open to suggestions. Although it is still there in the background protecting me, it allows me to simply just respond. And I suppose all the suggestions that I have been given about feeling totally confident, submissive, obedient slavish devotion willing to follow the will of my Master helps too.
Master Lex has allowed me to hypnotise him on two occasions both with surprising results. He has responded well to hypnosis and has the potential to respond even better to hypnotic suggestions just as long as I can get him relaxed enough to put his conscious demanding *id to one side for longer than a minute. I am devising suggestions that I can use with Master Lex to encourage his desires as a hypnodom and in this way I am sure that he will respond… I will keep you posted… hmm just wondering now if I am actually a hypno playgirl sub dom??? Dominate to be dominated? hmmmm*id - one of the three components of the human psyche defined by Sigmund Freud. The id resides in the unconscious and is driven by the pleasure principle. It is the most primitive, passionate, and irrational psychic force.
Yes, I recall the time I invited Master Lex into my bedroom for some rather innocent reason and then being asked that question "Would you like to spread yourself on the bed seductively for me?" I was so embarrassed by his impromptu question that I felt lost for words and all I could do to answer him was to shake my head.
"Freeze! Slavegirl! Would you like to spread yourself on the bed seductively for me?" 'Yes Master' was all that I could say and think, I just knew that I needed to do it and as long as I did then I would be pleasing my master and that made me feel really good. Unfortunately I have patchy memory of the being on all fours looking in the mirror although I do remember doing it, I was more focused on how sexy, aroused, submissive, obedient and good I felt.
Then at the time I just recall being back stood by the door in conversation as if I had just lost a second or two not knowing what I had just been doing 'what was i saying?' "dunno" 'I was saying something about errrr' "Flashback" images flood my mind as I recall the sexy details of my deviant Masters play...Again I could not speak, just giggle. I could never imagine myself being soooo obedient when not in slavegirl mode. I am naturally coy and find myself giggling and blushing quite easily but the transition is so easy and rapid that my mind has no time to contemplate being coy it just obeys.
I have had an enjoyable night talking to Master Lex on my webcam, more sexy stories very soon... thank you to hypnomaster d for your comments. I can't wait to discover what my subconscious can do for me! and grey please don't be jealous, well not jealous enough to stop reading :)
Playgirl has written a little about the triggers I've given her, but I thought I'd expand on them, on how she responds when they're used, and on just what it is I get out of seeing her affected by them.
I'm very much a fan of the freeze fetish. Ever since I can remember, any tv shows or cartoons where one of the heroines was turned into a doll / statue / or unable to move in some way *definitely * appealed to me!
Seeing a girl frozen in place, poseable and helpless is a great turn on. I get a nice rush when I see playgirl doing something cute knowing I can say "Freeze" and capture her in that moment for as long as I wish. (From gorgeous girl to living work of art in less than 2 seconds! *Rowr!*)
She enjoys both being aware of her time frozen (when I can play with or tease her while she's helpless to do a single thing about it)... and being unaware of it also, (if I say "Blank" once she's frozen, her mind will empty of all thought and she'll become unaware that time is even passing, just becoming a mannequin for me to admire or amuse myself with)
Playgirl's played around with hypnosex in the past, but as far as I know, I'm the first person she's been relaxed enough around to experience a pleasure trigger. Giving her that was *very* sexy. I had her relax into a nice trance, then had her experience a warm wave of helplessness washing through her, this was followed by a delicious sensation of submissiveness, with a deep desire to please, which I topped off with an exciting sensation of aroused horniness. I then told her that whenever I say "Good Girl" she'll feel all three sensations at once...
Her eyes unfocus when I call her a Good Girl, sometimes they even roll a little. ;o)
Binding her is also fun if I want to indulge in some tickle torture or any other form of poseable play. I can just place a wrist or a leg wherever I want it, and once I say "Bound" that body part is locked there till I tell her "Release"
Arms crossed above her head... head tilted a particular way... hands emphasising her breasts... while the rest of her remains under her own control. Kind of a half mannequin effect, in that unless I place my fingers on her lips and say "Bound" she can still talk just fine.
As for her "Slavegirl" trigger... that just causes her to forget everything for the time being except for the fact that she's my submissive slavegirl willing to please me in almost any way I might wish. ;o)
Unlike her normal self, "slavegirl" has no inhibitions, so if playgirl has done something because she was in the right mood to do so, slavegirl will do it right away, regardless of mood.
For example: The first time playgirl invited me into her bedroom I asked her if she'd like to spread herself seductively on the bed for my enjoyment, she blushed, smiled and shook her head shyly (she's still pretty shy... though we're working on that) I used her "slavegirl" trigger, and asked her to climb onto the bed and pose, she did so immediately, I also had her describe just how obedient she felt while posed on all fours looking into the mirror... I told slavegirl that on returning to her normal self, she'd not recall modelling for me until I used the word "Flashback"
When I *did* say that word... for some reason playgirl forgot what she'd just been telling me and became rather flushed...
Mmmmmm.
Today has been good so far, although slightly stressful. So naturally I am looking forward to meeting up with Master Lex at some point this week to wind down and really relax.
I am guessing that some people reading this are wondering what we have been up to so far. To fill you all in on our sexy meetings here is the low down.
So far I have five triggers:
1. Freeze - Instant immobility
2. Blank - All thoughts disappear from subjects mind so far only used in conjunction with freeze.
3. Good Girl - A delicious wave of pleasure
4. Bound - Which ever limb or part is touch it instantly becomes bound, stuck in place.
5. Sexy Slave girl - Subject loses all inhibitions feels incredibly sexy and obeys her Masters every word.
Here is an example of the more memorable moments.
I was stood talking to my Master Lex, the next moment my eyes opened and I was stood there kissing him with my top up around my neck and feeling rather horny. When I realised that my top was up the more conservative part of me whipped it back down again. Then, again we were chatting and suddenly I was reaaally horny and all I could concentrate on was getting exactly what I wanted and obeying my master at the same time. I pulled up his top and kissed him, I wanted him badly, then he said ''now take off your top'', which I did, instantly without question. All the time feeling more and more horny.
Then I was frozen to the spot I could not move and I felt him coming close to me moving me touching me but all the time unable to move, feeling super horny and wishing that I could have him right that very second. Then I was chatting again wondering what I was talking about, trying to remember, and at the same time realising I did not have my top on. The coy me instantly scanned the room for my top which lay on the couch beside me but before I could get it I was frozen again. He positioned his lips millimeters away from mine and then unfroze me. Even the coy me felt like ravishing him. and to top it all off he mentioned 'those' words* on several occasions, the ones that just send me wildly submissive and horny instantly.*Good Girl
Hypnosex - The use of hypnosis to heighten sexual arousal and pleasure.
In order to be successful with hypnosis you have to know what your doing and I am pleased to say that both Master Lex and playgirl are more than qualified in the art of hypnosis.
Playgirl - Who am I?
Anybody that my Master tells me to be would be my first answer, but really I am a naturally very submissive playgirl who discovered hypnosis at the age of about 14 but didn't experience it till the age of about 20 when I found myself on stage letting my unconscious free and giving my conscious mind a rest. Since then i have been hooked. The idea of being controlled, told what to do, ordered about not really having to think about anthing all that demanding, other than obeying generally makes me feel really great, but when you add the sexual side things just get a lot more interesting.
Hello and welcome to our hypno-blog!In it we'll be chronicling all the fun and games that we (Master Lex and Hypnogirl) get up to with hypnosis. On top of this blog, we also film hypnosis videos (see www.entrancement.co.uk ) perform hypnosis for couples (and selected singletons) and draw hypnotic pictures. Hope you enjoy reading about what we get up to. Feel free to post comments, requests, ideas, and to say hello!
